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I found a lump on the back of my shoulder about a month ago and I’ve been unable to get it checked due to doctors offices being really strict over physical appointments. I know it’s unlikely to be anything to worry about with me being a 25yo male with reasonable health but, as I’m sure you can imagine, I am in a constant state of anxiety.

    I have a beautiful girlfriend and an amazing little 2 year old boy and all I can think about is, if it is the worst, will they be OK. I live in the UK so don’t really have anything like medical bills to worry about (praise the lord) but I’m not able to sleep and just sit up all night worrying.

    I don’t think I am looking for advice or anything but more just needed a place to actually write this down as only my partner knows about the lump and I’m hiding the anxiety for her because I don’t want her to know I’m worried about it as then she will worry (if there was an award for the biggest worrier in the world, I’m sure she’d make the cut for finalists!)

    Sorry for just ranting!