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So basically, im from a tiny island in the Mediterranean. Im 32, met my current Gf in japan on holiday. This pandemic really hit us hard. Ive been living on this island nation, malta. Although i am surrounded by my friends i feel isloated, i feel im missing out on my relationship. As my job is not remote ( i work in healthcare) i cant just pack my bags and go get a job in japan.

But as time passes i feel even more the need to leave such a tiny place, i need a better future for myself, living here is making me depressed. I need suggestions/ help