| Matwi Drismom writes... |
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26-Apr-2021
I regularly wish pain upon others.
I had an abusive past, ever since birth. Physical, sexual, emotional, domestic, I’ve seen it all. I have only two friends with childhood trauma on par with mine. They weren’t abused, but they had other stuff. I would never wish pain upon those two because they’ve gone through enough, they’ve been through enough pain already.
Everyone else? Sometimes, I want them all to suffer. Because it’s pretty easy to tell who’s been through pain and who hasn’t. It’s pretty easy to tell who’s been spoiled and pampered all their lives, and who’s been through trauma. I’m sure it’s not 100% accurate, but I can get a relatively accurate assessment. (Hint: The more whiny and spoiled someone acts, the more whiny and spoiled they are)
It’s not really fair to us with messed up lives that we have to go through pain, while these people get to be pampered with nice things. I wouldn’t actively go and harm them. But if one of these spoiled pampered people went through something awful, I’d think to myself “Eh, I guess they know what real pain is now”.
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